i feel swells when i hold the crystals to my chest
one is for my lover and the other is misunderstood
the one i wear around my neck has replaced it's livelihood
but it is still beautiful

bright orange and blurry thick white. to much

carl's is clear white and purple at the tip

UPDATE august 17th 2010:
i threw the crystal necklace off a cliff into the woods by the ocean last night after having sex with a boy i met. -on the cliff. i felt for some reason that i shouldn't wear it any longer. it had been giving me bad energy i think. after smoking weed, i'd remove it and instantly feel a weight lifted from my chest- more than just the weight of the rock though, a magnetic sort of weight. I could think more clearly and without fear when not wearing the crystal.
my back was cut up whilst fucking on the cliff. its sore today. i like it. my little cousin had to clean the cuts with a washcloth and rubbing alcohol. it stung badly and i chased her with each breast in a hand, clamping them together like a mouth. brilliant.